It was decided…
She would not be a second fiddle to anyone
She wanted to break free
Live, love, laugh, and lose her way
On her journey … To find herself!
Loving him senseless had costed her too much
And she wanted it all back.
Trapped in a dreary crevice of her wayward emotions
She did not know what to feel, what to want!
Loving him beyond the realms of rationality and sanity
Robbed her of remaining confidence,
Her self-respect, her honour…
And now she did not know which way she could take
Life, pouring scorn on her at every step of the way
Ridiculing her on the foolhardiness, thoughtlessness and
Sheer brashness towards herself!
Her foolishness glaring right back at her…
Robbing her off her remaining sanity and semblance
She indeed was a dimwit, a buffoon of course
Who in the sane mind would repeat their follies over and over?
And there she was, committing the same mistakes
Miscalculated and misunderstood, flooded with naivety
To the point of dumbness – there she was …
Her heart, mind, body, and soul all empty once again!
But she’d decided ….. this is it!
She would not be a second fiddle to anyone…
Nope! Not anymore… and she walked away towards her quest…
Will she be able to get the love, she so desperately looks for?
Will she ever stop being so gullible and vulnerable in her pursuit …?
Pursuit for eternal love and live her life at her terms?
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